Grandfather died...I don't know how I life will be for some time with the family, but I've achieved some level of peace.
For a full write up on my experiences with the last few days of being with my grandfather as he slipped away, see neverlovedsoul.deviantart.com
*I'm somewhere between grief and acceptance, but it's the numbness punctuated with joy from the kind heart words that come from my wife that keeps me going now a days*
9 hours at Miami Middletown this summer, trying to find a full time job this summer, then taking two weeks off in August after Miami and before Bowling Green to travel and see my beautiful Sarah down south along with family south of the Carolinas for as long as I can afford financially and temporally.
Call me if you boys and girls can, I'd love to hear from you.
I'm all up for parties, road trips Thursday afternoons through Sunday nights, or a good old fashioned hang out.
remember that. I know you've heard it before, and I've run it into the ground trying to remind you, but it's the passion of love that created this world and moves it round the stars still today. Without it, we are less than nothing.
Your Life Path Number Is 11
Your life path is greatly associated with spiritual awareness.
As one of the two master numbers, the 11 yields understanding and knowledge beyond the grasp of others.
The attitude toward life of those possessing this Life Path is somewhat extreme; extremely intuitive, avant-garde, idealistic, visionary, and cultured.
These extremes make you an interesting, if unusual person, with much to offer society.
The Life Path 11 person is deep-thinking, and you are no doubt interested in understanding many of life's mysteries and more intriguing facets.
Your inventive mind and broad-minded views will permit you to succeed in life in any number of ventures.
You can best serve society, however, in those endeavors utilizing your skills of counseling and guidance.
Much of your idealism is people oriented and quite humanitarian in nature.
You expect a great deal of yourself and of those to whom you are close.
On the negative side, there is a lot of nervous tension associated with the 11 life path, and you can be a difficult person to deal with because of this.
For this reason, relationships, at times, can be difficult.
This is a Life Path that seems to feature broad mood swings between the elation and depression.
You are likely to have trouble making decisions and getting your life in gear, so to speak.
There is a tendency for the 11 to harbor feelings of uneasiness, and dissatisfaction with accomplishments and personal progress in life.
Your grandiose schemes usually make sense, but you can get off the track and they can be very impractical.
You have a very distinct side that lacks common sense, and you are quite often unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality.
In this regard, you are perhaps more of a dreamer than a doer.
When you do get on target, your ideas seem to have been inspired on high.
Perhaps you are not a leader, but you are a visionary and a very talented idea person.